January 28th, 2014

An honest & specific prayer

Dear God,

Please send me a freak

a wake up in the morning trying to get the day started right freak a sit me on the kitchen counter and eat me until no longer hungry freak a “baby let me get my fingers caught in your hair while you show me what that mouth…

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October 29th, 2013

Is it crazy…

Is it crazy that life being too short is EXACTLY the reason I have no intentions on telling my crush that they are the object of my affection?

I mean seriously, the argument could be made saying that I have nothing to lose. However, I see that there is so much to lose. Making things awkward could just kill any hope at a potential friendship which is really all I am equipped to deal with in the first place. You can never be too sure who can appreciate the idea of a crush and not make it out to be the end of the world or the beginning of forever. 

I am leaning heavily towards letting nature take its course. If it is meant to be there isn’t a damn thing I can do to stop it from happening. I am not planning on fighting it. I simply don’t want to make the mistake of skipping steps.

Does that make any sense?

October 28th, 2013

Waking up

It is a struggle to wake up.
When just before I opened my eyes I had you in my arms. 
My face buried in the back of your neck.
My hand keeping warm between your thighs.
Then as my eyes open…
nothing but pillow & blanket…
and a desire for things to be different.
June 19th, 2012


*a twitter convo inspired this bit of rambling*

i miss having a crush
they let me know that i am still alive
blood pumping through my veins
hormones get to flowing
and my creativity gets moving
i mean it is hard to write about relationships and love
if you have no muse
granted i could write an epic novel on depression
but who the hell would want to read that?

i want to write about the warm chill that
dances through your body when you
see that special someone
the imagery playing in your mind
when they are in it with you
the throb between your thighs
when they are really in it with you,

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March 1st, 2012

oh yeah… and these three right here…

a few more good men…

a few of my favorite men…

November 15th, 2011


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