Day 195 ~ Revelation

• So I had to pause for a second when I looked at the date and wondered what I was doing this time last year.  Last year I was tracing a dream that deep down in my gut I knew wasn’t going to happen.  It wasn’t like I was forcing it.  I wanted it.  I was in love.  I was just also hit with some serious life issues… and this time last year I had no idea that the worst was yet to come.  I was in a parallel universe to what I thought was reality… dipping back & forth across the line.  I saw the signs but that man made me so happy I ignored the fact that I didn’t know how to deal with all that happy.
• that is all (i had more to say but now i need a moment…)